Love Generation.

What's wrong with me? I've got everything a girl could want, and yet I'm just so miserable!

I'm 19 and I have everything a girl could want, money, I am an heiress, a prestigious, challenging and fulfilling job, a wonderful boyfriend whom I love, a loving, supportive family and a wide and varied circle of friends. Oh, and I am also unequivocally beautiful.

So why do I feel listless? I'm gaining weight. After four years of social smoking I have become a solid nicotine addict in the past year, needing a cigarette at the start of every day. My work is great from any rational perspective my work, yet I find myself constantly anxious about it and am having a hard time focusing on my current tasks. I find fault constantly with my sister and other family and friends. In fact, sometimes the people I love most seem so flawed I wish I could erase them from my life, like on a whiteboard, and start again.